b3lI3v3!!

if i tell her that she is the 1st person i MISS sure she wont believe de..
nvm la..
study more important..
she told me be4 that she will study hard for SPM for get in 2 college..
den will study at malacca..


actually was very bad..
nt good..
haha..
my competition on 22apr..
will she be COMING??


she say will sms me everyday..
but 2day i hvn recieve her message..
nvm la..
i think she was busy ttn and homework..
i think she will sms me 2molo..
i waiting she on 2molo..
nwdays sun is damn hot..
must take care k~

• I NEED U NW~~
• ARE U BESIDE ME?
• I NEED UR SUPPORT AND CARE 4EVER

TRUE LOVE IS NEARER 2 ME EDI ^^

although v r far away from each other..
but
i can feel that our heart n soul r missing each other...
i never has this feeling b4...
HE is d 1 hu can give me tis feeling..
i can feel that HE is true 2 me de...
reali hope that i can meet HIM as fast as possible...

I M MISSING HIM 2

i cant imagine tat HE ll MISS me??
m I d 1 hu HE miss??
TOT HE WUN MISS ME DE..
COS HE NO MISS CALL O SMS..
SORRY..
nowdays quite busy...
wed n fri..
i have tuition....
n
nowdays homework a lot neh...
VERY TIRED..
so no on9...

i m so HAPPY..
tat HE ll MISS me..
i MISS HIM 2...

SO
how is HIS result??
if not 2 bad...
den
sure very gud lo...
i oso HOPE tat b4 HIS competition..
i can cum n support HIM...
BUT
i scare tat i canot do it...
BUT
DUN WORRY...
i sure ll always give HIM support wenever HE nids...
BUT
i dunno wen is HIS competition wo...

i at here fine lo..
oni very busy vit homework n tuition...
very tired...
so less on9..
BUT
if can i ll try on9 de...
I PROMISE...
i ll sms u everyday...
BUT
HOPE U LL REPLY MY SMS 2..
yesterday rain so heavily here...
i got wet..
n
2day i got a little fever lo...
BUT
noting de..
ll ok soon^^

i tink...
WRITING BLOG N SMS..
R D ONI WAYS V COMMUNICATE..
BUT
I HOPE OUR RELATIONSHIP LL B AS CLOSE 4EVER...
DEAR..
I LL ALWAYS BSIDE U WENEVER U NID ME...
LOVE U...

I VERY 'MISS' HER

already 1day nvr chat with her d..
yesterday when i going 2 sleep that time suddenly my mind all thinking bout her..
i dunno why suddenly like that..
but i know that i MISSING her yesterday..
is that she also MISSING me nw?

i hope that everyday when she reach home then will sms tell me..
yesterday wat u hv done?
this few days my exam result already gif back d..
wanna tell u bout my result..
nt is very CHAM..
haha..

how bout her skul life yesterday?
RAINING again?
BORING?
HAPPY?
BUSY?
o MISS me^^

my competition coming soon d..
hope be4 my competition i can MEET her..
so that i will feel that she giving me that wat she hv..
when she reading the blog that she can know iam waiting she message..

• MUST STUDY HARD OK
• MUST REPLY ME WHEN U READ FINISH THE BLOG
  
• MUST MISS ME
• IAM ALWAYS BESIDE U
• LOVE U
  

2day skul reopen le....
nid 2 wake up early in de morning again le..
haiz..
wan slp late a bit oso canot le...

2day
i wake up late n late 2 skul..
haiz
de 1st day skul reopen is like tis de la...
den
kena denda lo..
write name n stand 4 3o min..
tis is de 2nd time i late 2 skul jor..
if got 3rd time..
den i kena wash toilet..
i dun wan wash toilet ah....
even my hse de toilet i oso nvr wash..
wan wash de skul 1 ah..
IMPOSSIBLE..


early in de morning nid 2 listen 2 my principal de lecture..
wah
her lecture damn long de lo...
i tink mostly all de students oso nvr listen wat she say de...
2day ah...
SO NOT GUD NEH..
i recess went 2 buy fried mee...
den
dunno which blind de came n langgar me..
so..
de whole fried mee fell on my uniform..
luckily is fried mee..
not mee soup...
she kept saying SORRY..
n
wanted 2 pay bek 2 me..
BUT
i din acept her money...

haiz..
time not enough..
summore nid 2 line up n buy again...
so
i decided not 2 eat lo..
but
i ate my frens de biscuits..
but
stil hungry de neh..
so cham..

2day i came bek home early...
n
2day he FINALLY on de cam 4 me 2 c le..
HE LOOKS LIKE GOT A LOT OF CHANGES NEH...
dunno y..
he like bcuming FAT jor..
sure la..
everytime oso eat supper..
hahahaha
den oh..
he looks like very weird neh..

haiz..
nvm la..
no metter how he looks..
HE STIL MY LOVED 1..

HOLIDAY??

what does HOLIDAY mean??

1. TRAVEL
   
2. SHOPPING
   
3. STAY AT HOME
4. CHAT ???
   

but, holiday is not as the mentioned above...
actually holiday meant of us 2 do homework...
do you all agree with that??
do you know who saying this??
it is my BEST school teacher..
if really holiday jz for doing homework..
FOR WAT WE HAVE HOLIDAY!!!




when we asked the teacher..
wat if it ur children??
i'm sure 100% that the teacher will said
"of course my children will stay at home study and do homework"
can you BELIEVE it??
Aiyo..
2day skul just reopen..
the teacher start teaching d..
and they said it still left 4months to SPM day..
last time, during form 3, everyday they said...
PMR PMR PMR coming soon...
and now, form 5, everyday they said...
SPM SPM SPM coming soon...
is that part of their job??



ANYWAY~~
spm is now just left 4months...
have u all PREPARE for it?
GOOD LUCK FOR U ALL IN SPM~~

GIVING BIRTH

2day i went out...

having dinner vit my family n my grandparents n my uncle vit her wife.....

ter married edi 3 yrs...

n

now oni his wife pregnant...

she now 5 mths le...

summore

4 o 5 mths..
den

her baby ll arrive 2 tis world le...

~YEAH~

at 1st..

i tot she ll b very happy n cant wait 4 de baby arrival de...

but

is not lo...

she says she very scare...

n very fan bout de money she needs wen her baby arrive...

but

do u noe wat???

she told us de most fan problem is

SHE SCARE PAIN..

haha

SO FUNNY...

i tot she has de baby edi..

she must noe tat she must have 2 go thorugh tis de ma..

wat 2 worry????

all de women oso have 2 go through de ma

EXCEPT

de "lou ku po" lo

sorry.. doesnt mean 2 buli de "lou ku po" group...

SORRY...

ANYWAY...

i understand her..

n

in future i oso ll have de same problem like her 2...

i oso very scare pain...

haiz

if can ... i oso dun wan 2 have baby...

i got told my mom bout tis..

n

U NOE WAT???

she said...

I M SO CRAZY N STUPID...

she said..

ONCE U MARRIED...

U HAVE DE RESPOSIBILITY 2 GIVE BIRTH 4 UR HUSBAND O UR FAMILY..

my mom tinking is so "lao tu"

now wat yr edi oh???

now gals no more is de giving birth de machine jor lo...

many gals can b very independence de..

BUT

i understand....

in a complete family..

MUST HAVE..

A MOM.. A DAD...

n

AT LEATS A CHILD..

children is a GIFT from GOD...

n

is a RESULT from de HARD WORK btw ur husband n u...

so

giving birth oso very important de wo...

~aiyo~

y i wan tink so much bout giviing birth la...

i stil not yet reach de age 2 give birth..

haiz

tink 2 much liao...

now de most important is

concentrate study ma...

~SO EVERY1 MUST JIA YOU~

LOVE IS IN DE AIR

i have no idea using wat word 2 describe our relationship.....
it is so amazing..
it is just like a magic..
i can feel de loving air around me nowdays...
our relationship is getting better n better...
tis all happen is just bcos of 1 word
~TRUST~


i have no idea wen tis kind of relationship can maintain...
but
4 sure..
i wan it 2 b 4ever n ever...
although
i nvr meet HIM b4 ..
BUT
i noe...
HE reali cares me n loves me a lot..
i hope my feeling was rite den..

hehe^^
HE is rite..
i dont like ppl says bad word de...
cos is reali no gud..
SO
b4 HE meets me ...
HE reali have 2 change his bad behaviour lo...
IF NOT
den i ll go change HIS bad behaviour by myself..
DEN
tat time
HE ll "WAN DAN" le..


i reali cant wait 4 de time v meet...
once v meet..
4 sure
de1st thing i ll do is..
HUG HIM..
tell him earlier now..
hope he is ready 2 let me hug lo...


~HOPE HE HAS DE SAME FEELING VIT ME NOW~
~I LOVE U~ ~4EVER N EVER~
~EVEN DE WORLD IS CHANGING~
4 SURE
~MY LOVE TOWARDS U WUN CHANGE DE~

SOMETIMES...

SOMETIMES...
-even if i NVR bother u
-even if i SCOLD u
-even i FORGET 2 reply ur message
-even FORGET 2 say Harlo



jz remember tat i doesnt show my fellings
towards u by my mouth..
But its locked deep in my heart..



U will surely be in my mind forever n ever even
if u die...peace^^ no war..

Actually jz nw i fall sleep d..
becoz i jz come back from my skul..
i wanna tell her that i wont FORGET her..
i nt going 2 angry with her..
becoz i always TRUST her..

jz nw i asking her words that the gal shout..
do u know wat she was telling me?
she say 'IAM A GUAI LUI WONT SAY BAD WORDS DE'
HAHA..
she look very CUTE and FUNNY..
i think she dun like ppl say bad words too..
so be4 i MEET with her i must stop talking all the bad words..
and change my talking pattern..
HAHA^^
actually ntg 2 change de..
coz iam a 'GUAI ZAI' too
i think only she will BELIEVE ME only..


SKUL GOING 2 REOPEN D~~
i will going 2 MISS her very must..
so i hope we still can contact everyday..
coz i think she was very busy on her skul thing..
AND she going MISS me too^^



-our relatioship was nearly and nearly now
-anyone cant break our relatioship too

zha dao~~~~
yuan lai HE not bcos angry me oni dun reply me de..
BUT
is bcos HE just wake up oni...
haiz...
~XIA SI REN AH~


so talking bout yesterday...
my family n i went 2 ate in a restaurant...
den sumting happen..
ter was a family hu finished eating..
den
ter wanted 2 go...
so wen de woman reached her car..
she realised tat ter was another car bloking her..
tis cos her car canot go out..
so she went 2 find de owner of de car...
4 almost 10~15 min...
she cant find de owner..
so she was getting angry..
n
do u noe wat she did?????
she went in de restaurant n SHOUTED...
"de red colour de wira belongs 2 hu de???? faster get rid of ur car!!!! is blocking me..."
n
wat i cant bliv was..
she was talking bad words in front of every1....
OMG...
wat happen 2 malaysian nowdays??????
she was not in a rushed.. she was not in an emergency...
but
y she cant b patient n slowly finding de owner of de car wihout getting angry???
if she dint shout n speking bad words..
eventually
she looked so nice n pretty..
n
oso 4 de owner of de red car..
y is malaysian b so not timbang rasa....
n parked de car anyway he likes without following de rules n tinking bout other ppl benefit??




~the world is changing from time 2 time~
n
~so do human~
~but wat i can c is~
~human is changing faster den de world~
n
~human is bcuming worst den de world~

SORRY

yesterday nite i din on9...
so sorry...
let HIM wait 4 de whole nite...
wonder HE ll angry me anot...

yesterday nite i went out n eat vit my family...
den
v went 2 shopped...
so reached bek home..
de time was late..
so i decided not 2 on9...
sorry
4 not informing HIM...

i tink HE angry jor...
cos just now i nudge HIM..
HE no ans me oso...
HOW???
SEI LO... HE reali angry jor...

~sorry 4 letting u wait me~
~pls dun angry la~

TO ALL MY LOVELY FREN~~

Me 'n' yOu are pOrtrayed
as cOmputers. I ENTER yOur life,
SAVE yOu in my heart.....
SCAN and FORMAT yOur prOblems..

COPY and PASTE yOUr sadness and
never DELETE yOu from my memORy..

I going OUT soon~~

i going out soon..
jz nw i alr told her i going ON9 at 9pm..
but i hv 2 go out soon..
i think she understand o know where iam going too..
so i jz wanna tell she that i will coME back early 2 chat with her..

-must wait me k
-i wont lie u this tiMe
-miss u^^

REALLY HER 1ST TIME MAKE CAKE

2day she nvr sms told me where her going..
but i wont angry with her too..
i was busy 2day too..
if she sms me i think i wont reply her too..


I THINK 2DAY SHE WAS VERY HAPPY^^
i love cake too..
wat taste her like sure iam likes too~~
i very touch now~~
when i was reading this word -i stil remenber HE told me b4..

HE likes 2 eat "tang yuen"-

it long time i told her that i like 2 eat "tang yuen"..
i hope that she can make for me forever..
actually wat food that she makes sure i like 2 eat..

YAYA^^
if nt tasty i also will eat finish it..
jz make wat food that u likes..
HAHA^^

haha..
so u must keep for me o..
we will meet 1days de..

HAHA^^great days~~

nw alr 1am..i jz on9 and read she blog d..
FINALLY ~~
her believe me d^^
2day i was very happy...


i wont forwat wat i saying on my blog..
is really true all iam writing..
I M SINCERE 2 HER TOO^^
LOVE U TOO~~

MY 1ST BLUEBERRY CAKE

2day i went 2 my 4th aunt de hse....

my cousin n i went ter...

she taught us how 2 bake a cake..

n

de process is so fun...

guess wat..

v started at 10p.m..

n

v finished making de whole cake at 2a.m..

v made blueberry cake...

i love cake very much...

i dunno if HE has de same taste like me..

but

i stil remenber HE told me b4..

HE likes 2 eat "tang yuen"

haha

tis is an easy job 4 me...

making"tang yuen" de process is not complex as cake...

so if HE want 2 eat...

i can just make 4 HIM anytime HE wants...

but

i hope tat in future..

watever food i make..

as long as is ME d 1 hu make it..

HE ll like 2 eat finish all

even

if is not tasty...

haha^^

PS: I HAVE TOOK SOME PHOTO 2 HIM... 2 SHOW TAT HOW TALENTED M I IN BAKING CAKE... BY DE WAY... I HAVE TRIED DE CAKE... IS REALI TASTY... NOT LYING U... U REALI HAVE 2 TASTE IT 1 DAY

BLIV IS IMPORTANT....

i noe....
i should bliv HIM de
i noe HE is serious de...
if HE is not HE oso wun call n explain 2 me le...

SORRY..
yesterday i cant on9...
bcos de line got problem..
SORRY
i din tell HIM earlier i cant on9...
eventually..
i m so happy bcos ter is reali a true love exist here..
i m so happy bcos i found him...
many of my frens told me tat long distance relationship canot maintain 4 a long time..
n I BLIV...
BUT
HE prove 2 me tat tis statement is not true de...
MAYB he is rite...
we should bliv each other..
n
not let de unblivable de statement influence us..

I REALI HOPE TAT WAT HE WROTE HERE IS TRUE..
N
NOT JUST SHOW N ACT 2 ME...
I M SINCERE 2 HIM
N
HOPE TAT HE IS SINCERE 2 ME 2...
I LOVE U

HER MISUNDERSTAND D!!

actually wat i told her all is all rite and true de..
i hope u can understand..


i din LIE u and PLAY ur feelings..
pls understand me ok..
i know that her will trust me de..
i serious to her..
that her know?


wat mean by her say my fren told she all is rite??
iam nt PLAY BOY..
she must trust me..actually we must believe each other..
wat others ppl say cant be the EVEDENCE..
i hope u can forgive wat i hv done be4 o just now..

-PLS FORGIVE ME OK
-IAM SERIOUS TOO~~

HE IS NOT TRUE 2 ME DE

oh..
now i finally oso noe HE is not true de...
HE got HIS love 1 at malacca..
HE more worry she mistaken HIM more den i mistaken HIM..
eventually if HE reali love tis gal..
HE should tel me de....
i ll let HIM n de gal 2gether ...

y HE must lie me??
y HE must play my feelings???
don"t HE noe tat my heart is easily break like a glass???
i should noe tat tis kind of relationship is fake de..
i should not put a big hope on tis relationship..
now i played by HIM...
i feel that i m stupid....

mayb HIS fren is rite..
HE is a playboy...
i tink i wun make de same mistake again....
i should tell him...

~I M NOT STUPID...~
~STOP PLAYING ME ASSUME THAT I M A DOLL 4 U~

MOOD COME DOWN AGAIN!!

nw is 19mar 2009(00.00)
suddenly she told me she no mood..
den i ask she how come suddenly no..is about wat thing..
is from last friday after skul till nw everyday she suddenly feel no mood and sad..
den she say is all bout me..
i feel very surprise..den i ask her is about wat thing..
den she reply (is all bout ur bad thing that my fren told me jz nw)
suddenly my MOOD COME DOWN d..
after a few min..
i asking why ur fren will say that 2 u..
den she say cant tell Me..
i start think and guess wat her fren a taking that..
i try asking her many tiMe who is that telling her about my thing..
she jz say cant tell..and her asking me (can i trust u)...
she say she was very complicated nw and influence...
suddenly my brain become white and dunno wat should i do nw..
i replying her message (jz dun think so much that ur fren told u de)
i jz wanna tell u i hv nvr done anything wrong 2 make u sad o wat..
i serious de..i really really nvr done it be4..
she look believe her fren more than ME T.T
and i wont forget wat i saying be4 de..
i will done it and let that her 2 believe me..
HOPE GOD CAN HELP ME

stupid TOWN BUS

2day wanna go out
becoz of the stupid TOWN BUS
i late d..
din the drive o the officer dunno now is SKUL HOLIDAY Meh!!
2day i wait the bus until 2hours plus..
is that jz hv 1bus rounding all the malacca(bukit baru-ayeh keroh)??
hope that wont return lor..
if not i wont take TOWN BUS again..

i feel something happen 2 her nw

hai~~
u there?
iam very sorry jz nw..
i really hvn something 2 do it..
she say wont get angry me de..but nw she nvr ans me o choi me..
SAD SADT.T

ACTUALLY iam not angry o at all her promise la..
dun think so much ok..
we must talk with each other 2 slove it ok..
reply me NW o~~


SRY o(>.<)*
❤3ut3AmO❤-JEFFREY

2day i din get scold from my mom..
huh~
LUCKY...
thx for HIS ~GAMBATEH~ lo...
mayb tis is y i din get scold ba...
THANKS HIM for the luck HE gave me..

yesterday HE promise me 2p.m on9 de...
but HE din appeared...
cos HE say HE is busy vit sumting..
i keep waiting 4 HIM 2 on..
but
4 many hours
HE din on oso....

BUT
i m not angry vit HIM...
mayb bcos de nom of times i broke de promises i gave HIM
is more den the times HE broke his promises..
bcos of tis...
HE no more longer bliv me le...
the cos is from me..



i dunno wat i can do 2 make HIM bliv me bek...
better i do nothing..
mayb de more i do...
de more HE ll think i m so "jia"
hu should i blame...
no one EXCEPT
ME...

BUT

i noe....

as long as i m real 2 everyone...

sure everyone ll real 2 me...

dun give up...

~jiahuii~ ~jia you~

~YEAH~

HOW MALAYSIA GOING DOWN!!

THAT THE MALAYSIAN DO IT EVERYDAY AND COMPLAIN!!

1WTH is that public toilet for USE!!
Do u think be4 when u using toilet wat u have done it??

2HOW COME MALAYSIA FOOTBALL TEAM SO NOOB!!balik kampung tendang lagi baik..
IF u can ply for malaysia how comE u still sitting down at MAMAK DANG watch..

3Everyday say WALAOEH jz wakil MALAYSIA only..then can get a NAME(DATUK)
din u think be4 u also can BEcome DATUK soon?

4Everyday COMPLAIN PETROL and TOLL increase jz GAJI TAK NAIK
DIn u think be4 wat job r u working?cuci tandas?normal taxi driver?

5Everyday just say MALAYSIA POLIS very stupid De..
but do u still RMB who the most stupid gif money for rasuah??

6EverytiMe complain MALAYSIA MOVIE very (boring,stupid,no idea)
why u still buy the ticket for watching?o u just wanna do something inside the cinema?

7 Always complain ROAD,TANGGA,PUBLIC TOILET,SUNGAI dirty,Dirty,DIRTY
din u will keep the rubbish infront u?that is MALAYSIAN DO THAT;
THIS IS WAT MALSYSIAN DO THAT!!JAGA KEBERSIHAN MALASYIA

8Everyday complain harga ROKOK naik lagi!!
buat apa awak nak rokok lagi?
wat government do that it jz wanna all the MALAYSIAN STOP SMOKE
9Everyday complain UNIFORM MALAYSIA tak fashion langsung!!

THE LAST is THE MOST MALAYSIAN THINK BOUT
DO U ALL KNOW WAT THATS?? THAT IS SEX

writing blog again for her de^^

nw alr 1am..
jz come back from outside drink tea with my fren..
nw i still chatting with her..
nw she say she very scare becoz 2molo morning will kena her mum scold..
i think she scare until flu too..
haha..
sek sek o^^
dun be scare..
must face it 2molo^^
gambateh~~

HELO........ 2day is my 1st time write blog de..... is HE recommend me write de...
haiz..
2day i very cham lo....
go out vit frens cuming home late...
2moro sure get scold de...
next time wan go out sure more difficult den exam...
y dun let me go out de??
as long as i savety de cum bek den can lo...
tis wan canot.. tat wan canot..
so annoying..


GOD AH..
WEN ONI I LL GET MY FREEDOM???
I WAN GROW UP FASTER..
CAN GO ANYWER I WAN..
WEN IS TAT TIME CUMING???????

rain day!!

nw alr 16.35 d..but still rain from afternoon..
FAST STOP RAIN!!
wanna go out ply basketball..is so bored nw..
ntg 2 do when holiday..
when skul time everyday hope holiday come fast..
but when holiday sure stay at home ntg 2 do..
anyone can intro me some game o anything bout website can chat..

1st time i start writing blog^^

nw about 1.45am something but i still feel very fresh~~

writing blog is my hobby when i start ply msn..

becoz blog i can share all my moment with my fren..

that all 2day i going 2 write on my blog...
1st time write blog feel abit weird so will write abit short...